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When I first started contributing to a blog, it was for Emmanuelle’s Blog, a.k.a 2EX, a blog that dealt with SL sexuality in a wider sense and for which I was only an occasional naturist correspondent.

Australian avatar Marlene was the writer who dealt with lesbian-related matters, but sometime in 2009/10 she developed breast cancer and quit the blog. The team who wrote the blog began to break up, and eventually Emmanuelle decided to stop blogging. Howie & I began to hatch a plan to develop SL Naturist, and I left Emma’s ’employ’ to start blogging here.

Marlene went on to have a mastectomy, chemo and radiotherapy and, I’m glad to say, recovered fully. She quit her job to become a full-time employee of a breast cancer charity, and also quit SL saying that she would return only when some acknowledgement of a horrible disease received some form of recognition in SL. While not a full mastectomy, probably impossible due to the manner in which shapes/skins are constructed, Rav3n’s store on the Marketplace designed a mastectomy styled tattoo (L$99) some time in 2014, but it was only recently that Marlene became aware of this and re-acquainted herself with SL, only last week that she made contact with me and we decided that it was something we needed to blog.

At the time we were colleagues, Marlene & her girlfriend would have spent time at the naturist sims, and Marlene was a woman who would have readily gone ‘topless’ in real life.

‘It was part of who I was’, Marlene told me last week, ‘and the loss of a breast is a huge thing for a woman, as our boobs often define us as women. Not, perhaps, within ourselves, but in the manner in which society sees us. Yes, I did feel a sense of loss too. Was I still attractive? Was I still a sexual being? Did my (RL) girlfriend still want me? Actually, no, she didn’t. She couldn’t handle the situation and we split up. Having recovered fully I was actually energised by the experience, I threw myself into my new job, and didn’t have much time for SL. Anyway, I was determined that if I came back to SL it would be as a breast-cancer survivor. That would need to define me in the game’.

With mastectomy tattoo layers now available, Marlene has decided to return to SL and to live her life in the context of a breast cancer survivor. ‘If the use of the layers starts one conversation to encourage one woman -or man with a RL partner- to check for lumps, bumps or anything else, to get themselves checked out, that’s worth it. No, I’m not going to be running around SL shouting ‘look at my mastectomy scar’, but my profile is certainly going to be updated to reflect things as they are! Now, my avatar can also accurately reflect who I am’.

I’ve added ‘uncensored’ photos of the layers to the ‘Harry’s Pix’ page (scroll to the bottom of the page).

If you have any concerns about breast cancer, you can get information here. (This page has a UK emphasis, but the information provided will largely be universal).


A dirty weekend: a naturist wardrobe accessory

Just a quickie, and you have until the end of Sunday to visit a Woodstock themed sim that’s doubling as a fundraiser for cancer charities.

You can collect free mud tattoos (yes, it’s a festival, of course there’s mud!) and donate what you can for what is always a worthwhile cause.



It was quiet at the sim when I visited, but there are music events on later on Sunday. Now you know how to have a proper dirty weekend!


Editorial: Purity Balls and Purity Pledges. The virtual experience as a safe alternative to real life.

I’ve picked up a story in today’s Independent newspaper (UK), about a growing(?) trend for ‘purity balls’ in America, wherein girls (and their father) pledge to maintain a girl’s virginity until her wedding.

I once read that ‘a slut is the woman with the morals of a man’, and there’s certainly something telling about the remark. It appears that a promiscuous male is judged very differently than a promiscuous female. I think we all knew that already.

I’d never heard of these ‘purity balls‘, or of young women taking ‘virginity pledges’ before, so I started to research it a bit to discover that it’s a big thing in America and, as we all know, America is good at ‘exporting’ such concepts (or the rest of the world is good at picking up on the ideas, without much American push).

It seems to me that, for any of us who have read Canary Beck’s survey on attitudes to sex, Becky’s survey is creating ripples in the SL blogosphere where attitudes expressed therein are informing our own blogging. At least, that’s how it is for me and certainly a couple of other bloggers. What Becky’s survey has done, certainly for me, is to focus attentions on how we, other bloggers and SL players, approach SL from a moral or philosophical perspective. And I’m finding the developing, expanding debate fascinating. I note, too, that Becky has blogged on attacks on a writer who views SL negatively, and comes to his defence. Personally, I’m finding that these ‘debates’ (or attacks, or trolling) are becoming more commonplace in the SL related blogosphere, and feel there will be more before there are less as we begin to get to grips with the psychology of SL. Our world is only 12 years old, and I think that it’s only recently that we’ve begun to grasp all of the possibilities and pitfalls of our now built world. Before now, it was a case of building the world. Now, we’re learning how to inhabit and interact with it. It’s only now that the ‘reality’ of SL is settling down. Think I’m wrong? Consider the strides made in the past six years, in terms of how ‘real’ avatars and buildings can look. Consider mesh bodies, mesh heads, mesh clothes…all of which enhanced the ‘reality’. No, I have a sense of us having used the past 12 years to build our world, and the future will be about how we inhabit it on levels we’re simply scratching the surface of so far.

One of the interesting points in Becky’s survey was that, within SL, people are more ‘experimental’ with their sexuality. More partners, more sexual positions, less inhibition, more likely to explore same-sex experiences (although I imagine that that is probably more of a girl-girl thing in SL than a boy-boy thing). Let’s leave aside the ‘more’ experimental aspect of sexuality of people who are already sexually-active in RL, and consider elements of experimentation for people who are, self-evidently, not sexually active.

The story of purity balls arise as a result of a Swedish photographer exhibiting his work of father/daughter images and the Independent’s readership comments on the images, the word ‘creepy’ being a recurring adjective.



The concept appears to be that girls will take this pledge at the onset of puberty, and I’m not certain that girls of 12-13 are really in a position to have a full understanding of their feelings or sexuality to really buy into the whole moral debate that would surround the prized possession of their virginity. As an aside…it’s interesting, is it not, that there does not appear to be events with male equivalence. What’s the message here? That it’s OK for male teenagers to sleep around? The lack of male equivalence does, indeed, reinforce the idea that there is an undercurrent of control of females, by males, for what males want or desire more than anything else.


What do the fathers do when the girls do meet ‘the one’? Question him extensively on his own sexual past to see if this boyfriend is a bit of a ‘stud’ who has had numerous previous sexual partners and, indeed, is possibly liable to ‘wander’ after marriage? The whole idea of these ‘purity balls’ seems, as others have said, creepy and abnormal.


Teenage years are a time of experimentation. Where do ‘purity balls’ stand on the subject of, say, masturbation? Masturbation is healthy. (The link focuses on female masturbation, for the simple reason that it’s females being asked to be ‘pure’…male masturbation is just as normal and healthy). It’s important to have a release of sexual tension and, I think, probably more important in adolescence.

Which brings me back to Becky’s sex survey once more. I quote…’I suggest that our ability to be more sexually liberated about sex in Second Life is one of its killer apps. Second Life is a place where one can live a life with different edges, and sexual experience in Second Life is a manifestation of that fact.’

I’ve often remarked that, while SL naturism is very much a poor equivalent to the real thing, it does have the effect of -on the right sims- replicating a sense of what it’s all about. I don’t see an enormous difference between the real and the virtual in some aspects. Hang about long enough on a naturist sim and you cease to notice that the other avatar(s) are naked; you’re holding ordinary and unusual conversations with other people. Not so very different from real life naturism, and an important lesson to be learned.

I find that the idea of the ‘purity balls’ are, yes indeed, a bit creepy, but equally I acknowledge and accept that perhaps we do need to acknowledge that we maybe live in times where women do need to have a better sense of their own value as people and that promiscuity and a series of one-night stands are sometimes psychologically damaging.

In that, the idea of a ‘purity pledge’ partially works. Ultimately, fewer sexual partners may be an empowering thing for a woman. That said, there’s absolutely nothing wrong with masturbation, getting naked, getting naked with another person, indulging in mutual masturbation with another person. Certainly, there are ‘dangers’ involved in that approach. Mutual libido may lead towards ‘making out’ going further than intended (and often with the added danger of no contraception being used in those circumstances). ‘Just the tip‘, anyone?

Perhaps, then, there’s a place for virtual sex, cybersex, Slex, whatever you want to call it, for younger people. Perhaps it offers a place where one can experiment freely and openly and explore one’s own feelings and morality. Is it possible to take a purity pledge, remain a young virgin in RL while living a wild, sexual existence in a virtual world? Would virtual sexual experience be psychologically or emotionally damaging? I’m not sure. Would I, a teen with no experience of men, used SL as an arena of experimentation had it been available when I was 17-18? I’m not sure, but I suspect I might well have done.

What I am sure of is that, from a naturist perspective, I will regularly meet people who aren’t naturist in RL but who are keen, regular naturists within SL and who come to learn that it is essentially a non-sexual lifestyle, and that it quickly becomes a case of not noticing that others are naked…it’s the words they type that is the main focus of attention, just as it’s the words people say in RL, in a naturist setting, that you focus on. Virtual naturism can be an excellent introduction to the manners, the etiquette, the politics of the real life equivalent. Might SL sexuality be somewhere that people can practice safe sex and learn some of the ‘rules’ of sexual behaviour without any of the inherent dangers of the RL variant? Even for girls taking a ‘purity pledge’, might it be that SL offers a place where sexual education, moral education, full awareness of their sexuality and maybe even sexual release in the form of masturbation? I suspect that I might prefer my daughter to be experimenting in a virtual place, an on/off switch away from getting out of a situation getting out of her control, than I would her at some house party with a spiked drink and a bunch of teen boys full of testosterone. Wouldn’t we all?

As women, we’re very often subjected to ‘body shaming’ or ‘fat shaming’ to the point where we’re insecure about ourselves, that insecurity reinforced by advertising. So if we drop a female avatar with a realistic body shape into an SL naturist sim, naked, at what point will the female in question come to the realisation that ‘he’s speaking to me because of who I am, because of my personality, rather than an implausibly thin body. It’s OK to be something other than size zero!’ Is it a lesson she can carry forward into real life?

These are issues we’re going to be exploring and examining, in a wider SL sense, over the coming years, I think. Could it be that SL can play a role in deconstructing an advertising industry’s unrealistic beauty myths? Perhaps. But, as we’ve blogged before, maybe a sense of making a wider range of ‘aged’ skins, and XXL mesh clothes, is one of the ways forward in that respect.

For me, it seems that it’s important that girls should maybe exercise more restraint and that some form of ‘pledge’ regarding their sexuality may be a good thing, but the ‘purity balls’ are an over the top manifestation of that. It’s important that both boys and girls learn how to behave towards one another (no, fellas, she’s not there just as a sperm receptacle! She’s a human with human feelings and value as a person). It seems, to me, that virtual worlds like SL have an important role they can play regarding sexual education in its wider sense, but that we’re only just beginning to recognise that sexual activity within a virtual world is a perfectly safe environment in which to learn the ‘rules’. That said, girls, stay away from BDSM situations or ‘sub’ roles. Anything that subjugates women is not positive role-play, even in a virtual world. You’re a man’s equal, so act like it.

Apologies for naturism only being peripheral to this post, but SLN continues to develop just as SL does, and there are ‘intellectual’ debates to be had on our interaction with our world, debates that will, in turn, impact on SL naturism just as they do with other aspects of SL life.